I think I’m crazy

I got in a fight w/ my boyfriend last night we came to the conclusion that I am most likely bipolar. or just fucking nuts, either way we almost had make up sex, but I wanted to see if he would initiate. so I’m not initiating sex and I’ll just see how long it takes [...]

I kissed a girl

I kissed a girl and I liked it. I loved it. I miss it, I miss her. Her soft, slick lips. The way she felt so tender and true how she and I shared the same desires and fantasies. I miss all the little tingles that my body felt when our lips touched, the way [...]

things are ok now… I guess

so today she called back and I guess she just needed space and everything is ok now. I’m still not sure what happened and I didn’t really ask… I have a hard time expressing my thoughts and feelings into spoken words to people that matter to me, b/c I always end up saying something that [...]