I’m tired of people not caring about what I want to do, it’s almost always about what they want, like tonight I wanted to go to Fernandos w/ some of my friends, but my other friend just wanted to go home and if she didn’t get to go home then I know that she would have been a complete bitch the whole time, so once again like always she got her way… I’m not spoiled or anything but I never get my way, I always bend over backwards for everyone, if they wanna go somewhere, I’ll go w./ them. if some one wants to go home I give up a delicious dinner just to take them home and it sucks, especially when it’s 10:30 at night and nothing else that I want to eat is open around my house! One time I was in Fl. which doesn’t happen much, and on our last day there I wanted to stay until like 4 so we could enjoy the beach one more day, which is understandable b/c its like 8 hrs away, but nooo my friend wanted to go home early to see her dumb ass boyfriend which by the way they aren’t even together anymore. idk I guess I just don’t want people to be upset, but you know I wish they’d think of me and what I want to do sometimes

So today I went to go cancel my gym membership because I don’t go there very much anymore, I work out at home. I end up talking to the guy that works there and he ends up getting me to continue my membership, but he did lower the dues. so w/e
I always have a hard time saying no to people, especially when they’re nice