A decision of a lifetime

I am at the age where I am supposed to decide what I want to do for a career. I could go in some many different ways that could determine my future, I know that I don’t want to do something generic, I want to live a crazy fun and interesting life. I don’t want [...]

The girl in my head

There’s a girl who lives inside my head. She talks to me, yells, at me and even dances. She looks a lot like me, well a cartoon version of me. She has long brown hair, always in a different style, big brown eyes, and is really cute. Anyways, lately she’s just been screaming at me, [...]

I’m a fake

I’m a fake
I’m a liar
I’m a hypocrite
I’m misunderstood
I’m bipolar
I’m distraught
I’m not true to myself
I don’t even know who I am
I don’t even believe half the things I say
I have weird thoughts that repeatedly change in my mind
This is why I bottle things up and I don’t like to talk about what’s bothering me
If I tell [...]

I’m tired of being a pushover!

I’m tired of people not caring about what I want to do, it’s almost always about what they want, like tonight I wanted to go to Fernandos w/ some of my friends, but my other friend just wanted to go home and if she didn’t get to go home then I know that she would [...]

Guys are awesome

I love how guys express themselves, I think it’s so funny. Ok for example today I was driving in my car with my windows down and with in 10 min. 2 guys honked at me and one yelled at me. I thought it was funny how they will probably never see me again but they [...]

what do you like better?

I’ve been debating on what to do with my hair, I think I need some help. What do you think is sexier long hair or short hair? I’m not sure what to do and I’m looking for some advice. so I guess you could think of this as a poll

This is definitely a stupid problem

This sucks and is dumb. So when I got out of the shower, I was grabbing my things out of the bathroom and when I went to shut the door to go downstairs to my room my ipod slipped out of my hands on to the hard wood stairs then before I could catch it, [...]

I am so freaking hungry!

I am so hungry and there is nothing in my house to eat! I could eat like a 5 course meal right now… I am beginning to have conversations w/ my stomach and it’s mad and empty. I wish that someone would just show up at my house, knock on my door and hand me [...]

I have a fear that I can not avoid

Ok so I know this is going to sound bad but one of my greatest fear is growing old. I just don’t want to and I’m sure that no body really wants to, but I think that I think about it more than most people. Like for example, when I look at older people [...]

Girlfriend trouble

So I feel like I’ve really done something bad but I am not sure what. I say this because for some reason my girlfriend wont answer the phone or my text messages today and I haven’t seen her since Saturday. I have called her like everyday and she has only responded to a few of [...]