I hate you

I hate you for doing this to me, I talk to myself, I change my mind, I dont really eat nor sleep, I can’t think right, I can’t function right. I wanna puke so bad when I see you I wish I could really puke b/c I would puke on you. I feel like chocolate [...]

no sleep for me

so my friends I believe it is safe to say that sleep has left me behind and it wont be coming back for me tonight I’m almost positive of that seeing as it is 6:30 am and my eyes have yet to shut and my mind has yet to rest. So for tonight I have [...]

once a cheater, always a cheater

So here’s the story, my boyfriend of almost 5 yrs, well ex-boyfriend cheated on me with my supposed  best friend.  They started out just talking on the phone, this was hidden from me of course, then i guess they got closer and when I started to find out about them talking too much and started [...]

I’ve lost what I loved

I can’t look at you, I can’t let my eyes see what has destroyed me. I don’t want to see what I am walking away from, what has hurt me so much. Betrayed me. I thought for the longest time that you could be the one stable thing in my life. but guess what? you [...]

I want things to be how they were before “her”

I just want things to be back to how they once were. back when I felt like I was the only girl in your world, back when I could look in to your eyes and see just how much you wanted me. back when we wanted the same things, when you didn’t want her, much [...]