last night was a bit disapointing

Last night I wanted to have sex sooo bad, I even blogged about it. So my wish did come true, my boyfriend came downstairs and we started having incredible sex, I was on top I mean really workin it apparently because it was over too soon but I guess I can’t blame him, he’s only [...]

I need to have sex… now!

I am completely attracted by hot girls. I mean girls are just so beautiful and soft and gentle, but guys, guys are just so masculine and strong and rough. Complete opposites and I love them both. I guys you could say I’m a little horny right now and it really sucks because my girlfriend [...]

Bright Eyes= awesome

I think that Bright Eyes, Conor Oberst, is the greatest artist of all time. He is an amazing lyricist and I think that he his absolutely brilliant. Although he is not liked by critics they don’t lke his voice, but that doesn’t get him down, I love his voice it has so much emotion [...]

Celebs running your life?

I’m trying to figure out why people are so obsessed with celebrities lives. Is it because their own life is so boring and miserable that they have to obsess about other peoples lives and know everything that they do, what coffee they drink, what clothes they wear who they’re dating… I personally think that it [...]

A sickness?

I know a lot of people who have drug addictions, they continue to refer to it as a sickness. I do not understand how it could ever be considered a sickness when they are the ones who chose to put the drugs up their nose, in their lungs, in their arms, etc… I also don’t [...]

really creepy

Ok so I have been working at the same restaurant for almost a year now and for the longest time there has been this guy that I shall call M for safety reasons, well M is probably in his late 30’s and is just a really creepy guy. I think that something is wrong with [...]

I have a fear that I can not avoid

Ok so I know this is going to sound bad but one of my greatest fear is growing old. I just don’t want to and I’m sure that no body really wants to, but I think that I think about it more than most people. Like for example, when I look at older people [...]

things are ok now… I guess

so today she called back and I guess she just needed space and everything is ok now. I’m still not sure what happened and I didn’t really ask… I have a hard time expressing my thoughts and feelings into spoken words to people that matter to me, b/c I always end up saying something that [...]

ZZZzzz

so I am finding myself in a state of insomnia and it sucks because I have such a long day tomorrow. I just want to sleep. ugh…

Girlfriend trouble

So I feel like I’ve really done something bad but I am not sure what. I say this because for some reason my girlfriend wont answer the phone or my text messages today and I haven’t seen her since Saturday. I have called her like everyday and she has only responded to a few of [...]