A decision of a lifetime
I am at the age where I am supposed to decide what I want to do for a career. I could go in some many different ways that could determine my future, I know that I don’t want to do something generic, I want to live a crazy fun and interesting life. I don’t want to be stuck in a nine to five or a dead end waitressing job. I have to figure something out. I’ve thought about porn, but only pic and no hard core, but my boyfriend doesn’t want me to. I don’t know, I just want to live a glamorous life. I always wanted to be an actress, but that’s just so hard to get into. I would model, but I don’t really have the money to get into that and get an agent right now. I, like everyone else want to do something that I love! It’s just hard out in the real world. And when it comes down to it, it’s really over whelming trying to decide the fate of my future. I just want to stay 18 forever, I don’t wanna grow up! I also want to do something in the entertainment business b/c I want there to always be memories of me everywhere while I’m young.

ought, I just can’t seem to get her out of my thoughts… I mean look at her